February 25, 2009

very well

now you're gone, i wonder why you left me here
i think about it on and on and on and on and on again
i know you'll never coming back
i hope that you can hear me
i'm waiting to hear from you, until i do

you're gone away, i'm left alone
a part of me is gone and i'm not moving on
so wait for me, i know the day will come

i'll meet you there
no matter where life takes me to
i'll meet you there
and even if i need you here
i'll meet you there

i wish i could have told you the things i kept inside
but now i guess it's just too late
so many things remind me of you
i hope that you can hear me
i miss you, this is goodbye, one last time

you're gone away, i'm left alone
a part of me is gone and i'm not moving on
so wait for me, i know the day will come

i'll meet you there
no matter where life takes me to
i'll meet you there
and even if i need you here
i'll meet you there

and where i go you'll be there with me
forever you'll be right here with me

i'll meet you there
no matter where life takes me to
i'll meet you there
and even if i need you here
i'll meet you there

i'll meet you there
no matter where life takes me
i'll meet you there
and even if i need you
i'll meet you there



Aulia Izzati (God let them read this)

P.S read that sucker, so you will know what i feel inside now

Destria Rahmadini (old post but well i can't stop)

this is the old one, i made this on August 6, 2008

this is the story about my friends named destria rahmadini. i know, a weird name just like mine. the different between me and her is she's from a weird generation and i'm from a crazy generation. and one thing that she always do is talking with book. i told you that she's weird, right? and i've got a little chit chat with her today and also with my friends semy. just for info : she's in the same class with semy, 9-5, and i'm in 9-1. i came to her class in the second break then she asked where's my friends then i said 'i've got no friends' i said that as a joke and semy laugh. then destri said 'no, i mean the kids' well she start to show her weirdo haha then she said 'where are they, why they are not coming here?' i start to being confuse so i just said 'they're busy' then she took semy's book then play with it. she didn't write anything she just look at it just like she look her boyfriend!! weird girl!! i just scared that she fell in love with that book and marry it. hmm i think if i burn that book she will suicide haha. then semy and i start to disturb her with our disgusting sentences like 'hey, mbok, how are you?' or 'des, don't look through the window! we don't want to hear roma irama's song here!' roma irama is an old singer in our country, i don't know what genre is he into. but i think he is dangduts, if you want to hear any of his song, just googled it 'roma irama darah muda' haha i bet you will laugh after you hear it. okay, back to destri. destri has so many special abilities like talk with book, laugh without showing her teeth, and the most weird ability is she can be invisible! she often talk about gani sometimes. gani is not a human, well he look like a human but he is not! trust me if you meet him, you will feel that you won't have a happy feeling anymore. he is devil! oh destri again. she is strange. if we talk with her, we will never be able to understand any of her words even she's talking with the same language with us. she is talking like an alien and the one who able to understand destri's word is gani. they're a perfect couple anyway. but i don't think destri will leave semy's book like that cause she really really love it! imagine, she choose to talk with that book than talk with us! well now i can tell that destri live in the same generation with his father. his father is our economy techer, his name is Mr. Sularno, as weird as her daughter. he has so many special abilities just like destri. but the different is he can talk with money! he always chat with a 5.000 rupiah paper everytime he teach my class. i think if he meet that money before he met his wife, he will marry that money. hmm enough about destri agh i feel so sorry to her right now but, God, this is fucking awesome and fun haha just wait for your turn guys!


Aulia Izzati (oh boredom buster)

P.S you know des, i won't say sorry hahaha

do you know?

with life on hold
say goodbye to old habits of circumstance
the way you know me seems to show me why i'm glad i took this chance

i've fallen short of grace each time i see your face
you make me feel so free
but i can't comprise
and i won't compromise
all you've done for me

i know it seems like a dream
please, God, don't take this away from me

the way you love me all the same, i'm amazed at who you are
this moment in my life, it's like i'm never loved before
the way you show me with a kiss, how much you care

you are love you are life
to me you're peace of mind


Aulia Izzati (yeah. it's me)

P.S you will never know

February 22, 2009

Stupid Math

Minggu standar yang cukup nyebelin.

Hari ini gue bangun pagi-pagi (jam setengah 7) karena harus ke sekolah buat lomba nalar tapi tetep aja gue telat. jam 7 gue sampe di sekolah udah ada Nisa, Raka, Audi, Rivky, Kevin, Hauna dan anak kelas 7 yg gue lupa namanya siapa. terus kita berangkat ke Madrasah UIN buat lomba itu. (pernah mikir ga sih kenapa bu lili selalu nyalonin gue buat lomba begituan?)

Sesampainya disana

tempatnya udah rame, panas (tapi berangin), luas, bagus, dll. pokoknya gedung smabel kalah telak. abis daftar ulang gue dapet pin, makanan, minuman dan nomer peserta. nomer gue entah kenapa untuk yang ketiga kalinya dalam lomba yang berbeda gue dapet nomer SMP.0097. lombanya dimulai jam 9 sampe jam 10, soalnya ga begitu susah. isian singkat 20 nomer. abis itu di umumin sama panitia kalo hasil tes-nya bakal diumumin 1 setengah atau 2 jam lagi. karna bingung mau kemana akhirnya gue ngajak raka pergi kemana kek gitu. raka yang saat itu sedang kesal karena salah menjawab pun ikut apa kata gue, akhirnya kita (gue, raka, audi, nisa, dan anak kelas 7 itu) ke mobilnya raka.

G : mau kemana rak?
R : kerumah lu aja li, deket kan?

A : ngapain?
G : iya ngapain ka?
R : ah ngapain kek, bosen nih gue
N : ke citos aja
R, G : ayo

A : (diem sejenak) iya deh

di mobil

R : li citos deket kan dari sini?
G : kayaknya sih gitu ka

A : raka nomer 11 tadi lo jawabannya apa?
R : 9 di tapi pasti lebih dari itu (ngotot)
A : 5 rak, ga mungkin lebih dari 9 serius deh, 1/x + x = 3 berarti kalo di kurang di kuadrat jadi 9 tapi kurang dari 5 (jauh lebih ngotot lagi)
R : engga di coba deh ah anggep aja x 3 nanti kalo di balik balik jadi 9 (setelah itu mereka berantem sampai setengah perjalanan)

R : (setelah diem selama beberapa lama) iya deh di 5
A : HAA mampus lo
G : panik bener sih
N : tau tuh


di citos

G : ka lo bawa duit berapa?
R : ga ada cuma 30.000
G : itu namanya ada
R : lo bawa berapa di?
A : ngga ada
R : bohong lu bawa 50.000
A : gue pulang sendiri rak (menjauh dari raka)
R : bodo bodo
G : RAKAGUEMAUMAINTIMEZONELOMAUIKUTATAUNGGA

R : ha?
G : timezone ka

N : gue misah ya daaa (pergi sama anak kelas 7 itu ke entah kemana)
R : ayo lo bawa duit berapa?
G : engga bawa sama sekali, pake duit lu dulu deh nanti gue ganti (percakapan berakhir dengan gue ngutang 10.000 sama audi)

pas selesai main tapi di masih di timezone tiba-tiba hape gue geter, ada nomer telkomsel yang ga ada di contact gue yg nelfon.


G : ya
X : halo, kamu dimana?
G : oh maaf bu, saya... (panik)
R : di mesjid (gue rasa dia ga punya otak, mana mungkin di mesjid berisik)

G : di citos bu (panik)
X : cepetan ini babak finalnya udah mau mulai

G : iya bu ini saya balik kesana secepatnya
R : li gue mau ngomong
G : bu ini raka mau.. (telfon di putus, shit)

beberapa menit kemudian..nengnongnengnong.. hp-nya audi bunyi


A : ya halo...iya bu maaf saya di citos...iya bu..iya bu..saya kesana bu...bu ini raka mau... (telfon di putus lagi)
G : bu lili di?
A : iya, gila gue kaget
G : lo jawab dimana?
A : di citos

R : ah mestinya tadi gue yang ngomong

di mobil, bu lili telfon gue lagi nanya dimana, tapi karna gue terlalu coward buat ngangkat akhirnya raka yang angkat hahaha terus pas bu lili telfon audi jadi raka juga yang ngangkat haha terus audi bilang 'ini kita dimarahin deh li' terus beberapa menit kemudian anak kelas 7 itu bilang kalo yang masuk final itu gue audi sama raka. nahlo 3 finalis di dalam mobil, telat, merana, panas, panik. lalu bu lili telfon gue lagi dan telfon audi lagi sampe akhirnya raka bilang 'bu lili udah tau uli sama audi ada di mobil yang sama ngapain telfon dua duanya ya?' nah itu dia rak, gue juga bingung

di UIN

sampe di gerbangnya gue, raka, audi langsung lari ke lantai 2 ruang 3, pas banget sisa 3 kursi di bangku belakang terus ditanya sama bu lili 'ini kalian dari mana aja? lombanya udah di mulai dari tadi' gila gue stress. pas ngerjain tangan gue gemeteran saking capek-nya lari-lari hahaha sampe nama gue mencong mencong.

pengumuman

pas pengumuman gue lagi makan ketoprak (oh ya utang gue nambah 5.000 lagi sama audi) sambil minum susu (utang 2.000 sama raka) dan tebak pemenang-nya siapa

1. seorang anak kelas 7 dari BPK penabur
2. seorang anak kelas 9.5 dari smabel (Hauna dong)
3. seorang anak aneh dari kelas biling (Audi lah)


si raka ngiri-nya bukan main ngeliat si audi hahahaha
ah capek gue nulis yang ini. lebih baik post lirik


Aulia Izzati (still the cutest one, oh gosh)


P.S gue ngutang 17.000 hasilnya

February 6, 2009

Someone's Back

okay i will just say that i hate to see human's back body. cause if i see the back part of someone it means i'm behind them. behind them means i'm sucker than them, that's why i don't like to sit on the back of the class. i hate lose. i hate to be the last one and i've never like to be the last call. it's okay if everyone call me 'sucker', 'stupid', or 'short' I don't care! but don't ever dare to call me a 'loser'. i swear to god if someone's calling me a loser i will beat the person in the worst way. i can make myself be the smartest person on earth if i want to. i can make myself be the richest person on earth if i want to. i can make myself famous or something if i want to. but i dont want it all. i just wanna be a winner in anyway. i will never give the 'winner' title to anyone. if someone's trying to fight me, i'll fight back. i will never be the useless one, i will never be the dumped one, i will never be the last one. maybe i'm short but i can reach the high scores that even the highest person can't reach it. oh i'm all fucked up now

Aulia Izzati (still the best one)

P.S don't ever dare to call me a 'loser'